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♥ Friday, June 15, 2007

what a lousy day for me!

went to school for AFD make-up class..i have not enough SLEEP!! that's why my face today super moody..i dun have this habit before..in the past, when i dun have enough sleep..i will still as hyper like a clown to my classmates!always smiling and laughing like nobody's business!BUT as i say it's the past..it's no longer there..maybe the 'old' me, will no longer be found back.

i hate the 'new' me!seriously, i felt that sometimes my words are too harsh after i speak out! but what's said is said le mah..when i'm silent/not talking to anyone,i'll look very fierce(that's what i heard from my frens)..i know alot of ppl hate/dislike me!even some says that i am putting on a fake smile..

whenever i try to get back the 'old' me, i'll fail.. what's happening to me? tears just roll down.

'SOME' of my frens has also started to change.. i shall not named them,yeah?=)

this evening, i went to meet jass,gx and gordon.. we headed down to hougang to meet willie and frens..they having bball match with the clementi biz IT students.LOLx.. than go to the nearby MAC to slack.. till 10 plus..just reach home..

we were talking happily.. but suddenly this particular person asked me: sinling, how do you find this particular gal? i was like 'HUH'? because i thought that they are best frenS..than the shocking news comes.. NO LAH.. SHE SO IRRITATING.. she has changed alot.. that's what i heard.. OH MY!! that particular gal doesnt realise that her frens besides her, think/feel about her!poor thing..

althought tmr is the last day of school..than holidays comes! but, i dun feel happy/excited at all.. not enough time..haix.. got to commit in working again, projects, frens.. sianzation lah!

noone is there when i needed them. just one of them will do. but none was there.

i miss RL'2006. i believethat i left year 2006 and headed on to 2007, i left the 'old' me back there..i'll try and really try to get back myself.

-sinling

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