i guess I LOVE YOU, was one of your April fool's trick i fell for..

♥ Friday, January 30, 2009

xuefang and me! =)

home sweet home!

Bras! =)

Marina Barrage!

it's ME! =)

in the restaurant at Simpang Bedok! =)

-joycelyn

will you let me love you once again?♥

8:23 PM

♥

Chinese New Year Day 1: Spend my day at my grandparent's place.. LOL! Met all my cousins, aunties and uncles! they play majong and 21 dian! i didnt play with them.. i slept! LOL!

Day 2: Woke up at 2plus in the afternoon.. Meet Bras at 6pm.. LOL! settled for our dinner at Bedok Simpang's new restaurant and headed to kel's grandparent's place and gambled! LOL! i lost $12!!!! =( than headed to marina barrage! than to pasir ris downtown east to have supper! hahahah! and than to loyang dua pek gong! LOL! than lastly, send them home.. =)

Day 3: Woke up at 11plus in the morning.. fetch my mum, sis, cousin and aunty to loyang to pray.. but too many ppl, no parking lot.. so i go turn a few rounds.. my cousin dun feel like going, so he stayed in the car with me.. we chatted..=) my sis's bday ma, so we went to buy cake.. =)
fetched them to my mum's fren place and i left.. to meet kel and xf! down to TOPONE KTV! =)
haHAHA! sing till 12 midnight than we go home!

Day 4: didnt go to school.. overslept! LOL! meet meiqi,tish, tizbe and melvin at tiz's place for project and bai nian.. lol.. than off to betty's place! LOL! tish didnt join us as he needs to work.. reached there at around 7plus.. play 21 dian again.. this time, i won back what i lost.. lol.. so no win, no lost.. LOL! =)
Send meiqi back home.. than went over to melvin's place to bai nian.. melvin came out with us to meet cb brothers and kat..but he drove so that it's more convience for him to go home after that..LOL! =)
went to fetch CB brothers, kat and michelle for supper at Simpang bedok..
and i went back home while Melvin sends the rest home.. =) ahmad,xin ku ni le! LOL..
and Congrats Melvin! pass your bike license alr.. =) now you have a Class 2B and 3 licenses alr!

Pictures will be up soon.. LOL! =)

Memories are short-lived..
Photos are eternal..

loving you is never a wrong decision, but trusting you is a wrong decision..

Joycelyn..

will you let me love you once again?♥

7:56 PM

♥ Monday, January 26, 2009

HAPPY CNY TO ALL! =)

HAPPY 'NIU' YEAR! HUAT AR! =D

ENJOY YOUR NEW YEAR WITH YOUR FAMILY AND LOVED ONES! =)

everytime when i drive, i wished i could go to your house there and look for you.. see how are you doing.. i wanted so much to call you to hear your voice.. but i dun dare and im scare.. even you call me now, i wont wan to pick it up..dun ask me y, because i cant find the answer myself too..
LOL!

and yes, it's a new year! lols.. and this time i have seriously and decided to put it down and gave up on him totally already.. there is no use dwelling over him while he is enjoying himself out there.. i know i have been saying this for dunno how many millions times alr.. -pardon me- and this is gonna be the LAST POST about this person.. =)

you bought me out of darkness, but you left me there all alone..and i have been waitting for you to come back to lead me onto the right/correct path.. but you didnt..

i can only WAITS for him to call me, i cant call him.. cause the 'she' might be beside him anytime.. this 'WAITING PERIOD' is very very very (x1000) miserable.. Friends, if you guys sees this.. please remember NEVER let your loves ones experience this type of MISERABLE TREATMENT! because one day, you will regret..
life is so fragile.. we have to live it to the fullest..never do things that you will regret.. even if you did, it's ok.. you fall down, you can always stand up again! =) LOLs..

it seems SO LONG, like 6 years already! but it's only 6 months.. can you imagine how i wanting this day to come? LOLs..
eveything will/can NO longer be the same.. but i have never regretted waiting for you at all..
well, it will be kept as memories..

still, i wan to wish you all the best in whatever you do in your future, I.A.T.T! =)

Now, you're a nobody to me and i'm a nobody to you.. friendship is the one and only relation we can be and stay on.. =)

a FRESH new year for me! yah! =)

do take care ppl! =)
bye! enjoy your LUNAR new year! =D

signs off,
joycelyn tan!=P

will you let me love you once again?♥

6:48 AM

♥ Monday, January 19, 2009

The 'Ahmads' of the day! LOL

The 3 cars! =)

All of us! =) AP PEEPS!

The GIRLS!

Opps! i'm the extra one! SORRY! KIDDING LA! LOL!

He's trying to be Funny!

Yeah!

it's me and kat! =)

TIZBEEEE! and me! my best friendddddd..

There're still more pictures.. hahaha.. will upload when i receive from tizbe ok? hahha! i've enjoyed myself.. thanks ppl! =)

yesterday was tizbe's , brendan's and chester's 20th! LOL!

ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =)

Take care ppl! =)

will you let me love you once again?♥

11:16 AM

♥ Friday, January 16, 2009

back from working! LOL! on the 14th jan, i drove to school.. hahaha! the first time i drive alone.. was very worry at first.. hahaha.. but melvin and aaron helped me alot! LOL! THANKS!!=)

14th jan: wanted to have breakfast in the morning with my classmates.. BUT.. i was stuck in the UBI Morning JAM! cause i need to send my father to work than i drove the car to school.. picked up tizbe, brendan and chester to school.. but was almost late for class so no breakfast for us.. hais! sorry ppl!

after school, fetched them(Tizbe,Satish,Brendan,Chester,Kat and Aaron) back to Tampines! 5 person at the back and 1 in-front, you imagine! the rest took Mel's car.. =)

i went back home after that.. bathed and went out again.. hahaha.. wanted to take a nap.. but no time.. hais! v. tired! went to chester's and tizbe's place to pick the same people.. to aaron's place.. but is aaron who drove the car! LOL! Thanks!

celebrate Tizbe, Brendan and Chester's Birthday! hahaha! =)

went to have dinner and went to Marina Barrage! wa, very COOL there! hmm, photos will be uploaded soon! =) and fetch Tizbe and Willie home..i reached home at 12 plus midnight..

today (15/01):
woke up early in the morning at 7.30am.. went to fetch Melvin and Tizbe to have our 'kway chap' breakfast at tampines round market! LOL.. Melvin took over the driver's seat after i reached his place and all the way to school! =) THANKS! hahaha!

after school, we went to have my car washed! Yeah, Finally! LOL.. Tizbe, Satish and Melvin accompanied me! =) Once again, THANKS! =) than down to Temasek Poly to have our lunch! LOL.. Mel's brother joined us! =)
homed and off to work again! =)

i'm tired!! got to go! =) take care ppl!

*joycelyn!

will you let me love you once again?♥

12:32 AM

♥ Thursday, January 8, 2009

finished up my frontpage project.. no, i should say half-done.. cause i haven put up the pictures yet! =) hahaha.. thanks meiqi and betty for guiding me so much in this project! hahaha!
i wouldnt have finished it up without the help of both of you! thanks thanks!

no work for this 6 days! LOL! will only get back to work this SUNDAY! this saturday will be meeting my daddy's side aunt and uncles! =) we only managed to meet up twice in a year.. so i took off on that day!

gonna be very busy for the next 2 weeks! fren's birthdays, chalet, work and school.. let me seee...

2009
january 18: Tizbe's 19th, Brendan's 19th, Chester's 19th and 1 of my staff's 23rd..=)
january 21: XF's birthday celebration at St.James..
january 22:XF's 18th! =)
january 24: Kat's bday chalet, she's 21! =)
january 25: CNY eve!
january 26,27: CNY day 1 & 2!=)
january 28: CNY day 3, my sister's 24th! =)

waa! what a great 2009 january! LOL!

alrights, got to go! take care ppl!

with much loves,
joycelyn!

will you let me love you once again?♥

12:24 PM

♥ Tuesday, January 6, 2009

fcuk it. whenever i have got nothing to do, i will think of him. that heartless guy! i kept telling myself that it's a new year and new beginnings. but but but. everytime like this. yah, you can say that im dumb or watever la! dunno how to say myself too. i dunno what problems he's facing too. wished to be there but dun have the need for me to be there. cause everything is over. i didnt delete his pics yet as i wish to keep it as my memorise. i didnt want to have bad impression on him cause he's just too good to me. it's gone, gone, gone. and i wont know what to do, if i see him on the streets. i think i will bring up my courage and at least say 'HI' and 'BYE' to him and leave that place. cause he has hurt my heart deep down till my heart is numb and i dunno what to tell/say to him. i can feel the sour feeling still while typing this. you meant alot to me all these while but till the day you said something that brokes my heart. you broke it and you didnt mend it and you walked away - heartless guy. i feel sad for you, cause you are being controlled by her. which i think you should stand up for yourself cause you're turning 22 this year. in this new year-2009, i wish you all the best for your life.

dedicatedtooneandonly -mr.ATT!

to another person-

im sorry for everything. i know i'm at fault. sorry for MIA-ing from you these few days. thanks for all your care and concerns. i didnt know what to say and how to face you. in 2004 valentines day, we went together. we didnt last long. i felt i was the one treasuring more on our r/s, that time. and now we're back together once again. i felt that you are the one treasuring more to this r/s more, this time. you said you wanted it to be kept as a secret. i dunno y. (so bras, will let you ppl know onces it's settled down, sorry!)
i'm sorry to breaks your heart. cause i still thinks of him, but i told you these before we get together. i have to commit to work and stuffs (i have too much commitments). i know you didnt mind. but whenever i am off from work and stays at home, i will think of that heartless guy. im sorry. i dun mean it. i have tried many trillions times to forget him, but i just cant get rid of him from my mind. but because of you, i'll try more the trillions times. i guess what i need is time. give me some time, dearest.
i hope you can understand and i know you will. thanks for being there for me and all the sweet msges from you. i wont ask you to waits for me, till time heal my wounds, because i dun wan to be the one holding you back. i know im stupid to say this: if you find the one you truely loves, pls go ahead and go for it. thanks for the memorise that night. i know you're trying your best already. the fault lies with me. so dun think too much alrights? im fine.
thankyou, dearest for being there for me.

to bras-pek:

thanks for being there. although, i didnt tell you all about the mystery person. but please forgive me ok? i just want to say a big thank you to you all. i know you all are waiting to sit into the car i driving. soon ok? hahha! =) sometimes i go out with you all, i looked ok.. but i have alot of things in my mind.. when i dun talk.. and when i starts to talk, my attitude sucks! sorry for that! thanks for tolerating my nonsense and attitude.. i love you, BRAS-PEK! =)

work, school is wat i looking into now.. work more and earn more to go thailand with my bras! school, last 3-4 mths alr.. and i think i will cont working after that.
last year, i still got driving lessons to look forward.. but pass alr, sian.. hahaha.. sg so small, can go where? if you ppl free, ask me out! hahaha! still got jalan kayu trip not fulfil with APs.. HAHA!
see when ok? HAHA!

i feel like going rebond my hair again leh, cause not straight. sians. but cny coming, confirm ex de! HAIS!!!!

20 more days to CNY le.. hahaha!

i hope my daddy allows me to drive to school on wednesday! =) than at night go out with bras! dun worry xiang, i will drive you to sch when my daddy allow me to drive to school alone ok?

hahaha! alrights, got to go! good nitex ppl!

*i will never forget the memorise shared btw us! -ATT and FLLH!

with care,
joycelyn

will you let me love you once again?♥

12:12 AM

♥ Sunday, January 4, 2009

2008 is over, the past is the past.. hahaha! welcome 2009! =)

have been working this whole week, expect on tuesday which is 1 day before my TP.. very shag.. tired.. but still can take it.. =)

although, i passed my driving and am legal to drive on the road.. but, without the 'L' plate is total different.. when you are driving with the 'L' plate, the drivers knows that you're just a Learner.. not yet a qualified driver so they will be v. careful and let you go first.. without the 'L' plate, you got to be more daring to change lane, etc.. very scary, seriously..

i'm still undergoing 'Training' session with daddy's car and with my daddy by my side.. hahaha! on thursday, i end work at 11pm.. my daddy came to novena with his car and asked me to drive back.. drove around the carpark yesterday's night too! =)

work morning today.. SHAG! hahah.. woke up abit later than usual, and my daddy accompany me to work by asking me to drive there.. than he will drive back the car.. HAHAHA! went onto PIE and CTE! and in the evening i ended work at around 7pm, my daddy came again..this time mummy came along with him! =) So i drove my daddy and mummy back home from novena! =)

daddy teach me how to park without seeing the poles.. still not v. confident.. will have to go through more training.. hahaha!

meet up with meiqi, melvin and aaron on friday to discuss project too! v. last min decision and i went to orchard to meet them after my shift.. =)

school is going to start tmr.. hais! last term already.. TIME FILES!

take care ppl!

signs off,
joycelyn
4th Jan' o9

will you let me love you once again?♥

10:33 PM