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♥ Tuesday, January 6, 2009

fcuk it. whenever i have got nothing to do, i will think of him. that heartless guy! i kept telling myself that it's a new year and new beginnings. but but but. everytime like this. yah, you can say that im dumb or watever la! dunno how to say myself too. i dunno what problems he's facing too. wished to be there but dun have the need for me to be there. cause everything is over. i didnt delete his pics yet as i wish to keep it as my memorise. i didnt want to have bad impression on him cause he's just too good to me. it's gone, gone, gone. and i wont know what to do, if i see him on the streets. i think i will bring up my courage and at least say 'HI' and 'BYE' to him and leave that place. cause he has hurt my heart deep down till my heart is numb and i dunno what to tell/say to him. i can feel the sour feeling still while typing this. you meant alot to me all these while but till the day you said something that brokes my heart. you broke it and you didnt mend it and you walked away - heartless guy. i feel sad for you, cause you are being controlled by her. which i think you should stand up for yourself cause you're turning 22 this year. in this new year-2009, i wish you all the best for your life.

dedicatedtooneandonly -mr.ATT!




to another person-

im sorry for everything. i know i'm at fault. sorry for MIA-ing from you these few days. thanks for all your care and concerns. i didnt know what to say and how to face you. in 2004 valentines day, we went together. we didnt last long. i felt i was the one treasuring more on our r/s, that time. and now we're back together once again. i felt that you are the one treasuring more to this r/s more, this time. you said you wanted it to be kept as a secret. i dunno y. (so bras, will let you ppl know onces it's settled down, sorry!)
i'm sorry to breaks your heart. cause i still thinks of him, but i told you these before we get together. i have to commit to work and stuffs (i have too much commitments). i know you didnt mind. but whenever i am off from work and stays at home, i will think of that heartless guy. im sorry. i dun mean it. i have tried many trillions times to forget him, but i just cant get rid of him from my mind. but because of you, i'll try more the trillions times. i guess what i need is time. give me some time, dearest.
i hope you can understand and i know you will. thanks for being there for me and all the sweet msges from you. i wont ask you to waits for me, till time heal my wounds, because i dun wan to be the one holding you back. i know im stupid to say this: if you find the one you truely loves, pls go ahead and go for it. thanks for the memorise that night. i know you're trying your best already. the fault lies with me. so dun think too much alrights? im fine.
thankyou, dearest for being there for me.


to bras-pek:

thanks for being there. although, i didnt tell you all about the mystery person. but please forgive me ok? i just want to say a big thank you to you all. i know you all are waiting to sit into the car i driving. soon ok? hahha! =) sometimes i go out with you all, i looked ok.. but i have alot of things in my mind.. when i dun talk.. and when i starts to talk, my attitude sucks! sorry for that! thanks for tolerating my nonsense and attitude.. i love you, BRAS-PEK! =)


work, school is wat i looking into now.. work more and earn more to go thailand with my bras! school, last 3-4 mths alr.. and i think i will cont working after that.
last year, i still got driving lessons to look forward.. but pass alr, sian.. hahaha.. sg so small, can go where? if you ppl free, ask me out! hahaha! still got jalan kayu trip not fulfil with APs.. HAHA!
see when ok? HAHA!

i feel like going rebond my hair again leh, cause not straight. sians. but cny coming, confirm ex de! HAIS!!!!

20 more days to CNY le.. hahaha!

i hope my daddy allows me to drive to school on wednesday! =) than at night go out with bras! dun worry xiang, i will drive you to sch when my daddy allow me to drive to school alone ok?

hahaha! alrights, got to go! good nitex ppl!


*i will never forget the memorise shared btw us! -ATT and FLLH!

with care,
joycelyn

will you let me love you once again?♥
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